Here is something that i regret for being away from people who cares about me.
Here is something that i wont forgive myself for being in love and failed.
Here is something that i'm not be able to redeem for being stupid.
I was away because im stupidly in love with someone who i barely know.
Someone who maybe has taken granted from me for being nice to him.
For him i have lost lot of friends and family.. I have lost great journey of my life. I have abused the love from people who really cares for me love me for who i am.
Dear Zharif Bux,
I wanna say im sorry.
Im sorry to think that you're the most important person who have love me with all of your heart. To think that i can never live without you. To think that the world would ended when you leave me. Im sorry.
But. Its ok. I realize and i accept the fact that i'm just a transit point for you to meet your true soul mate. Alhamdulillah i've moved on. I still loved you, and i will always do.
Last but not least, tolong jaga diri awak untuk saya.
Love,
Sophie.