Lets Start it Over Again

Hi my name is Sophie Azhar, whats yours?
I was born on 13th September 1989 that make me 23 years old this year.staying at Bandar Diraja Klang Selangor Darul Ehsan and im doing nothing *fornow*.last year i applied for UiTM, konon nya mahu sambung belajar, and yes i'm selected, but now i don't know whether i should or i should not go for it.we'll see how it goes.

im single, but not available because i was so stupid to stay where i am and waiting for nothing knowing that he already started dating and flirting.why cant i do the same? because i dont feel like doing it.because im in love with one and only #SZUB.thats why im STUPID.

its day 31 already.dia relax je, tapi opie macam orang gila.tapi tidak mengemis wang ringgit.mengemis cinta yang kononnya agung.yang kononnya cinta tu untuk dibawa mati.cinta mati.puiiii! tak sedar yang diri ni hanya sekadar badut, patung, tunggul.tak sedar diri, mengemis pada yang tak nak.mengemis pada yang tak sudi.mengemis pada si bongkak belagak.bodoh!

its my fault at the very beginning.i was busy working, i dont have time for him so he started playing DotA again.defuqqqq! opie benci perkataan DotA tu.thats the only time that i have so im planning to spend it with my dear #SZUB, text and terima reply lambat. "sryg, DotA tadi" im about to get pissed off tapi sebab taknak gaduh takpe lar biar je and it leads to my final decision; lets break up.

was it my mistake? was it yours? or maybe kita memang tak ada jodoh? so i tried to accept the fact that we're not meant for each other.as day goes by, hari2 saya rindu awak.hari2 teringin nak call.hari2 teringin nak dengar suara, hari2 nak orang panggil saya sayang.hari2 nak msg waktu pagi.calls that wakes me up.tapi itu semua tak mungkin.

what if i start to dating back? can things change? can i be happy? can people love me for who i am? will i be jealous? will they be as good as #SZUB? it day 31 now.i guess 1 month is enough.if he can do it why cant i? let create a new life, lets create new twiiter account lets not stalk he's page.lets do anything that can help me let go of you.lets do it.