As per our last coversation, i've been thinking to put a fullstop once and for all.a fullstop where im taking a break to heal my pain.i've been in hospital like so many time but this time was different.STRESS.its not because off work, but facing a breakoff situation really make me sick.dizzy, muntah, heartbeat tak tentu, dehydrated, not enough sleep.so yeah.im taking a break.
orang cakap cara dia senang je, all you need to do is redha and let go.but how? kadang dia ada, kadang he's not there.i realize that this is my first time having this weird issue.i saw you when i open my eyes, feels like you're holding my hands if walk on streets, and feels like you're kissing me when im off to sleep.
so on 1st March 2012, you told me bout this new girl you met.sakit jangan cakap.but its your choice, and you happy im oke.walaupun tak sebenarnya.because you left me empty.there's nothing left in me dah.so yeah.jom karang surat.
Shaikh Zharif Uwais Bux Shaikh Ghazali Bux saya,
hope you're doing fine.thanks for calling that night.seriously i terkejut, tak jangka you will call, lawak part is where you cakap, "kalau habis ni means credit i habis tau." as usual.bhahahahaha.semua apa yang you cakap beberapa je yang lekat dalam kepala dan hati i, "why do want to be with someone who doesnt wants to be with you", "i met a girl, i like her and she likes me too *whodoesnt*" and "if she hurt, then im hurt." she's lucky.i pernah rasa lucky having you by my side.i just want you to tell her lar, that im so sorry, i didnt mean to hurt her or whatever.told her that im oke, she dont have to push you to me because you nak pergi dengan dia.so sorry about my twitter thingy.im so sorry.like you said, twitter is like my personal diary.so yeah.tapi salah you jugak lar pasal apa you bagi dia tengok.ikutkan hati i, i nak block you because you terganggu, dia pun terganggu, tapi sebab you cakap jangan.so ikut apa you nak.banyak i nak bebel but i think all the points are there.thank you so much for being my friend, my brother, my dad, my everything.im sorry for all the pain that i've done.seriously semua tu sebab nak attention.mengada2.nak tengok macam mana you layan i.like a princess oke.i miss your "yangggggg" kalau boleh letak sound i letak dah.miss your laugh.miss your "babi" "eff you" i miss your texts, your morning calls.i miss semua lar.dulu tak kisah, sekarang baru terasa.padan dengan muka i.thanks sebab buat i rasa disayangi, buat i rasa terbang2, buat i rasa i penting.thank you so much.please listen to this song pretty please.tak penting pada you but i want you to listen to it because i listen to your's.boleh macam tu.title is Demi Cinta by Keripatih.i'll be putting it on my wall anyway.tapi i dont think that you'll browse my wall like you always do dulu.kirim salam dekat GF you, tell her that im sorry.really.so sorry.you'll be he's BF but ypu'll always be my #slimyFrog.you'll be gone, and i'll be here tapi bukan sebab tunggu sebab i have no where to go unless Allah has plan for me which we know that's true. XD good luck, have a great life ahead.haih.oke i should stop here.please listen to that song.i tau you tak suka lagu melayu but ni i request untuk kali terakhir.thank you #slimyFrog.
Love,
Sophie.
so lebih kurang macam tu lar surat saya. -___-' ouh symbol ni, saya ikut dari dia lar -___-' < --- ini! hurm. #okbai
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